Apart from the bitterness, tired of inner hate
This bottle will make everything hurt less
My brain remembers everything in every situation
Impossible to explain everyday I feel this sensation
And I try to keep myself far from the temptation
In a few songs you will know what I'll give for my salvation
But I'm thankful, let's die another day
One by one, the traumas are layered each other
I wonder when this pain will go away
Probably less quickly than all those I loved so much
I know I have to face but would I succeed
No real changes even if I take the pills
Medication don't remove depression and fears
The advantage of the mask is that you never see the tears
Save me Kill me
Fuck the depression
Thinking that talking will relieve the pain
I cried so much that the ground thought it was the rain
Minutes to fix the void in the studio in silence
Where the f*ck is my joy I'm talking to myself with violence
I get older, the weight is louder and louder
I'm trying my best to make my life brighter
So I follow the wind in the nature
On the water with animals and beautiful flowers
I'm a savage, I've got the temper of a tiger
Life punches me everyday like a fighter
I look over my head there's a big hammer
I'm thankful that I still got the power
I know I have to face but would I succeed
No real changes even if I take the pills
Medication don't remove depression and fears
The advantage of the mask is that you never see the tears
Oh Lord I know you give me signs
I meet the challenges even if with time it's harder
I can't feel if my brain is mine
Does it make me weak if I cry like a child
Would I feel this mix of emotions all my life
The mirror can't even remember of my smile
But he can see the other me on my side
Fuck the depression, I was born not being part of the exceptions
It bleeds me to death nobody can help my pain
Only God, so all that remains for me is to pray
3:38
